Post Breakout

Days sekian after we both 'having our own ways'

i felt like im having the time of my life. i felt a feelings like i never had before. Its like you have these all minor problem that burden your heart and mind and then it suddenly dissapear. Its like you dont have to take care of other people's feeling. You have no responsible in it.

Even tought sometime i felt a little bit sad, knowing it was all useless for almost 4 years the relationship that we had. but, i have to admit, i never felt better than before. i can do anything that i want.

sometimes i stalked him and sometimes i have that habbit of wanting to know how is he, what is he doing, is he thinking about me, or is he already forgetting about me. You know, i setted my mind that he is fine without me and i think, he also felt the same way. this is the longest period that we ever keep intouch.

in the last relationship we had i always denial all the minor problems that i felt about us and now, its all gone.

in this state of time, i think this is the best. i setted my mind that, maybe i'm not the one. by this way, i can act less care and work my life well.

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